25 Oktober 2013

I dunno since when i like to write via text on my hp? o_O
This story come suddenly when i stood for waiting TM. I don't wanna lose this story so i typed it on my hp. Because i had good mood so i continue it, even that TM has already left. Hhhh... I dunno when i'll post my story again in this blog. Mian-hamnida, i'm very busy. Duty, mid test, and another problems are waiting for me! Hhh...

Honestly i am tired. I really want to get job and move to another city. Hello? Are you feel bored? Since you were a kid and untill now you're still in the same city? no experience to get out there? alone! just yourself! You find everything alone out there, such as friend, a place where you live, the way to get the place you want come to. Of course you want. But for exception if you're mom's kid, i mean can't go far from your fams because you'll miss them, you need them. Come on. Those all not a good reasons.

I'm an adult and i'm 20 years old now. It's okay for me if i want to do everything i want with myself. I also want to get money with my hand not from my parents. I'll be proud of myself then. Honestly, i don't like to spend my parents' money for my activities in my age now. Feel like... hmm... you know lah. hahahaha. In your 20 years old you had already finished your school and you want to watch some movies and sightseeing with your friends by using your parents' money? You spend their money just for fun? Maybe IDR 300000 or more just for fun on one month? oh pleaseeee...

I also bored by taking education (again). I had finished my school -which take 12 years to study hard- and then i get education again in the college. Thank you, but i dont wanna get any depression. So i'll take a job later. I have to. I should do it this year. No more pending time.

I will try my best so do you! Good luck! ;)

18 Oktober 2013- A Boy.

I ever feel wanna be a boy. Really want it. You know, it’s really hard to be a daughter or a girl. Really hard for me especially being the first kid. A girl. First. Hmm… but it’s better than a daughter who is the youngest and alone in her family. Hahaha. If you’re also like me, you’ll know it. :D

Boy can do everything he wants. Playing so much. They’re seldom or really not help. Their parents don’t angry so much to them. May be for once or twice in a year if they do something wrong. There’s not much rules too for them. Envy? Yes, I am.

What else I can say? Hmm…

  

17 Oktober 2013- I'm a daughter?

The one and only one I hate. You always bring about family. In almost every day. We know that yours is good, nice, and great? Hahaha.
look! That’s why I really hope, really, really can go away from you. If I get 1 million, I will use that money to go away from you. Maybe Bandung? Or Manado? For sure, I won’t come back for a year or… a few years? Trust me!
I have tired of you.

17 Oktober 2013

Well, I was stalking your timeline and found that I’m not following you. Honestly, I ever do that but in the seconds I follow you again. I found some our friends are not follow you too. It’s impossible! They’re not look like that. I know that they’re really love you! So do i! Are you the one who made it? I guess yes. But I found one girls who still following you and you also still follow her. Why? Is that because you still love her? Come on! There’s another girl, so many, outside! Don’t just look at her, but also another girl. Maybe there’s someone who really love you so much. But you don’t know it. Are you still want her till die? Crazy. You’re not my friend whom I know. You’re not anymore.

Dissapointed? Yes. Hahahaha. Eat that love! Give me know if you can bring her when you die. Hahahaha.

How can you do that to me?

From your lovely friend. :’)